Wednesday, March 31, 2004

UGH ON BAD DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so i went to get advised today and i told dr. smith that i wanted to change majors and she was like ok so she sent me to talk to this other teacher about it and i was like ok i want to major in elementary edu. and minor in music and he was like ok but if u do that u cant teach music.. i was like WHAT! ugh so i went back to dr. smith and she was like ill work with u to see if u can still be music certified.. so we made out my schedule for next year and nothing really changed.. like if im minoring in music then im still doin music classes that i would be doing anyways if i was majoring in music... make sense? so im like whats the point.. i might as well major in music.. then i looked over my degree plan and it isnt as hard as i thought it would be to stay a music major.. so i guess thats what im going to do... i just hate going back and forth on what i want to do.. plus my mom and dad really dont want me to not be a music major.. like my dad esp. he like called me the other day just to say that i can do whatever i want just not to get discouraged with music and stick with it and stuff.. like i know i can do it.. kinda..ugh! its just so hard but not really.. im stressed, the end..

and to top it all off my stomach isnt getting better-- my mom told me to call the doctor but i dont want to b/c they cant do anything and i cant go see him b/c it is too hard to work around his schedule and my schedule at short notice... and im worrying about my wisdom teeth.. like i cant really get them out until summer but i cant wait that long.. ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh!

so i want this stress to go away... now :(