well is been a few weeks... things have been crazy but im holding on... school isnt too hard quite yet.. orchestra is tho..

day by day

right now im feeling kinda bummed... over lots of different things.. but eveything will work out in the end.

im going to try to post more often now.. hopefully everyday.. just havent felt like it lately..

yay for Tu-Th classes!

it got soo cold outside.. brrr

well went to conducting this morning.. and yes jenny is in my class yet again.. but im ok b/c i got hannah and christina with me.. i think that class will be good im soo scared to conduct but i just have to work hard and do the best i can..

then i had music history with the girls.. i cant wait to start learning in that class.. music history is definetly my favorite yay! i already started making notecards! im a nerd and i dont care! muahaha

then after orchestra me and hannah went to the music store and then relaxed a bit then went back to the music building to practice.. dr. smith definetly wants the 1st movement on the brahms by tuesday.. that wont be too hard for me.. and they have me sitting second chair for now.. she like posted a thing for chairs and we havent even auditioned yet.. i dont know why we even are now.. gayzor..

i made mexican rice for dinner!!! yay it was soo good.. i will be eating it for the next week now.. im soo excited..

going home to see the boyfriend tomorrow =) and i have a new driving buddy =)

yay for only having math and orchestra tomorrow!

i still havent changed my clock frm day-light savings.. isnt that sad.. oh well.. might as well just wait for the next one.. haha

d-town called me today! woohoo!

well thats it for now...

oh i think tim is going to try to open the hookah shop saturday! w00t

k thats it

yay for first day of classes today!

i definetly couldnt sleep last night... had a lot on my mind.. i ended up just falling asleep on the couch..

well piano this morning was ok... my teacher is the piano grad. student so she is pretty kool.. she was like ya ill probably cancel classes alot and end the class early so... i was like woohoo! AND she doesnt take grades every day! score

so i was in piano for like 10mins then theory for like 2mins.. so i had a big break til math.. so me and hannah went back to the apt and watched dawson's creek.. (btw.. i never knew dawson's dad dies..)

so then back to school.. and i find out jenny is in my math class.... just my luck.. i dunno she did say hi to me today so i guess its a start.. i dunno

math was ok.. i really want to do well in the class.. me teacher seemed pretty kool too

THEN (dun dun dun) i go back to the music building and everyone is like ya veronica (the orch. grad assitant) needs to talk to u... so i go see her (fear the worst) and sure enuff.. they want to put me back in the 2nds.. at first i wanted to cry b/c i worked so hard to get in the firsts and now after just one semester they are taking it away from me.. but veronica was like ya dr. smith wants to see your leadership skills (which by the way is a very good thing) so then i was like ok.. then i talked to amy who was the section leader for the seconds last semester and she was like dont worry, veronica said they are probably going to make u first chair (so ill be in charge) and she told me that it helped her so much with her playing even tho she was mad too that she had to sit there.. and it means that dr smith is really starting to notice me and how hard i have been working.. so its kinda this bitter-sweet thing.. (bitter-sweet symphony teehee)

so yeah.. there is my day.. oh and no chamber music.. but i hear no one signed up for it so i guess we will see what is going on.. and hannah said she is dropping it if they dont let her play cello.. and im going to drop it is it just sucks.. so we will see

so then we all came home and i have been sleeping for like 3 hours.. ugh i hope i can sleep tongiht..

well im off to go practice soon... i got the 2nd vln music and it is soo easy.. so im going to go run threw it so i dont look retarded tomorrow in class..

oh yes, and i am excepting donantions for books... i have no money =(

well its been a few days so i thought i would update..

well i was in the hospital friday.. and tim made it there b4 they put me under so i got to see him =) then we went to IHOP afterwards and got some much needed food..

then i slept at tim's house the rest of the day while he worked.. then at night we hung out with the guys for a bit then we went to go see tim's old friends for the rest of the night.. and i discovered the best game for game cube! haha its just like DDR but u are playing the drums as donkey kong and u have like drums for a controller.. it was awesome..

then me and tim just hung out for the rest of the weekend.. eddie had a keg one night... but other than that me and tim have just been watching movies at his house...

we did go see Meet the Fockers.. i fell asleep tho! haha opps.. and apprently i missed like 30-40mins.. i dunno hannah and christina told me what happened..

last night me and tim watched national treasure i was soo good! teehee

well im back in huntsvegas... left this morning around nine.. just getting ready for school tomorrow and stuff i think i might go practice here in a bit..

but there's my update.. hope u enjoyed..

more later.. promise..

yesterday was a good day

i went to see tim at lunch and then after work we went to best buy to buy a dvd player so we could watch movies he burned.. we watched garden state.. it was a really really good movie.. but the dvd was all fucked up at like the last 3 mins so he had to burn another copy really quick b/c i couldnt wait to see what happened..

then tim went to the gym and i fell asleep... (again...) =) when he got home we just laid together and talked for a while. then i decided i wouldnt steal his bed anymore and went home

it is such an amazing thing.. to know someone loves you.. it is probably one of the best feelings in the world.

i think im going to donate my hair to locks of love.. i have been going back and forth with it for a while. my hair has never been this long b4 and i cant decide if im willing to cut it or not.. but i found out that Fantastic sams will cut and dry your hair for free if u donate your hair (nice.) and i went to the locks of love website today and they have pictures of the kids who get the ahir and they are soo cute!! plus i mean my hair will grow back, theirs wont.. ok thats it.. im doing it! maybe ill go today..

yeah b/c im only working until 12:30 today.. b/c i got that thing in the morning and im making myself sick thinking about it.. i just want to relax for the rest of the afternoon..

pancakes tomorrow morning with tim and my mom! yay!!! i <3 pancakes

Drink up baby doll, Are u in or are you out, Leave your things behind, Cuz its all going on with out you

ugh this is really bad... i cant find my checkbook and my rent is way over due.. hope they arent too mad at my apartment complex.. they will just have to get over it..

tim took me to lunch yesterday... i ate til i was going to explode.. i was soo good..

last night was pretty uneventful.. tim went to the gym and i fell alseep in his bed.. and he didnt wake me up so my alarm went off this morning and i jumped up and i had no idea where i was.. esp. b/c tim wasnt in the bed.. he decided to go sleep in the guest room. so i got up and crawled in bed with him.. then i was running kinda late.. yay for getting ready in 10 mins!

i cant eat tomorrow =( but tim is going to come with me to the hospital friday morning so that makes me feel a lot better... =)

tomorrow is my last day of work! yay!

im kinda ready to go back to huntsville.. i miss hannah and christina =(

every time i ready something about the tsunami i always wonder if anu's family is ok... i hope they are.. im not sure if the part of india they are from was hit hard or not but they are in my thoughts..

yay for mac and cheese for breakfast!

it is soo gloomy outside today... tim told me that is was going to get really cold again too... we will see i guess..

i went to this really kool website today that tim has told me about a few times.. its called howstuffworks.com i was reading about all this supernatural stuff ( that kinda stuff really interests me...) and it was pretty kool. and u can learn about all kinds of stuff.. its crazy..

the memory card for my camera that tim got me finally came in.. tim ordered it like a week b4 christmas too.. it came from singapore so i guess that explains it..

im soo freaking thirsty..

i hate retarded people who call the doctor's office.. LEAVE ME ALONE! teehee

isnt that an awesome picture?

i would love to get into photography.. i just love taking pictures.. i think it was be so amazing to do...

well last night me and tim didnt do much.. i went to his house after work and we just chilled.. i watched tv forever and he played on his computer.. then he went to work out and i fell asleep.. i ended up staying the night there.. poor tim.. he got sick from me.. he was coughing all night.. i dont think he got any sleep..

last night we watched this show on fox called "who's your daddy" where this girl who has never met her dad b/c she was adopted has to pick who her dad is out of like 8 men.. it was a pretty good show.. she ended up picking the right guy (so did i) and then at the end she got to meet her real mom too.. it was a good sad story.. almost made me cry.. i probably would have but tim was messing with me..

its that time of year again... (according to my doctor) ugh! WHY ME??!!!

thursdaynight/friday morning is just going to suck for me.. =(

last day of work is thursday! yay!

i absolutely hate that tim mcgraw/ nelly song or whatever it is... i makes me want to rip off my ears.. its soo terrible..

CONGRATS TO THE GEORGE FAMILY!!! ITS A BOY!!!! brandy gave birth to a baby boy named cooper yesterday around three o'clock... wendi is officially an aunt now! how exciting!!! i wish nothing but the best for brandy, chris and cooper (cant wait to help babysit either!)

"The Mandolin is the bottom four strings of the guitar, backwards...so a person with dyslexia has no problem learning to play the Mandolin." --Steve Goodman

^^hmm.. maybe i should try this.. ^^

hehe more quotes..

"Anyone who tells a lie has not a pure heart, and cannot make a good soup." -- Ludwig Van Beethoven

"I'm not interested in having an orchestra sound like itself. I want it to sound like the composer." -- Leonard Bernstein

"If a composer could say what he had to say in wordshe would not bother trying to say it in music." --Gustav Mahler

"A good composer does not imitate; he steals." -- Igor Stravinsky

"My god, so much i like to drink Scotch that sometimes i think my name is Igor Stra-whiskey." -- Igor Stravinsky

haha i didnt mean to put this many but stravinsky's are soo funny i just cant help but post them...

"My childhood was a period of waiting for the moment when i could send everyone and everything connected with it to hell." -- Igor Stravinsky

"A plague on eminence! I hardly dare cross the street anymore without a convoy, and i am stared at wherever i go like an idiot member of a royal family or an animal in a zoo; and zoo animals have been known to die from stares." -- Igor Stranvinsky

back to work...

thursday after i got off work i went with my family to lunch for my dad's birthday.. it was kool.. we went to the same resturaunt, sat at the same table, and had the same waitress as we did for his birthday last year.. it was weird

then later that night me tim christy jeff ed steve and travis loaded the cars up and headed to austin for the weekend.. we got there kinda late so we just hung out in the hotel rooms for the rest of the night.. then for new years eve we went to this party at someone's apartement.. and guess what! i saw derick fulton! yay! havent seen him in like forever.. so that was exciting.. and i didnt get to call guru for his birthday b/c my phone freakin died at like 7pm i was so sad..

but then the rest of the trip we just kinda hung out.. we went around to look for apartments for the guys next year.. and we got lost a few times.. but it was a fun trip.. besides when i left my cell phone at a resturant down town.. that sucked..

it was just nice to get away from spring tx for a change...we needed a change...

i have to go to the doctor today... not looking forward to that.. whenever i got there i always end up waiting an hour to see the doctor and then i only see him for like 5 mins.. it makes me mad some times.. oh well.. =(

and i need to get my blood taken..

this day has been kinda crazy.. weird..