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early morning today..

went to breakfast with tim and misty. we went to IHOP it was really yummy yay for left over pankcakes for lunch! haha i love me some pancakes..

then i came into work definetly didnt want to come.. im sooo tired.. couldnt fall asleep last night.. blah

didnt really do anything last night.. had dinner with tim's mom while he went to the gym.. then went home and slept for a bit..

caught the last 30 mins of a Lost episode last night.. it was one of the early ones that i havent seen.. and i didnt know that jack's dad died!! lol oh well.. wasnt a major part i guess.. still good to know tho.. i definetly want to get that show on DVD when it comes out

I DONT WANT TO WORK TODAY

yay for long weekend tho.. dont really know what is going on tho.. probably a BBQ or something i know crystal is having a bunch of people over to the house but they will probably go out drinking and all that jazz..

speaking of all that jazz.. i wish my chicago DVD wasnt ruined arrrrr

but wendi has the soundtrack and im so going to put it on my IPOD-omus teehee

need to get to huntsvegas to check the mail.. bah

soo i talked to my mom about that parent loan and she sais she just wants to look into it more but i dont think they are going to do it b/c i read about it last night and they probably wont go for it..

and i looked at all the classes i need to take still.. im really not as bad as i thought with my core classes.. i still need 4 eng. 2 sci/lab pol sci. and a phil. so i want to take like one eng. and sci. and maybe pol sci in the spring then ill do phil. and maybe another eng. in the summer then ill have 2 eng. and a sci for senior year #1.. hopefully it will all work out... then i got to through in my EDU. block somewhere in the mix.. arh

ok time to do some work i guess...

Stupid Ass Loans

well if u caught my post that was up for like 10 mins while i was being retarded then im a little embarassed..

well i found out how much im getting in loans for next year and i thought it was for each semester and of course it was too good to be true and it is for the whole year.. i was ready to quit my job and everything..

so im getting 4500.. thats right.. for the entire year.. how the hell am i suppose to get through school on that? my tuition for the fall semester alone is 3000! shit.. and i refuse to take less hours.. i cant graduate within this decade taking 12 hours a semster.. im sorry.. it wont happen.. i havent even taking my english classes yet! i hate my degree plan.. ugh it just makes me soo mad i was going to cry earlier.. but my mom said that she is going to talk to my dad about getting the parent loan also.. which would add another 4000.. so then i would have money for rent too.. hopefully they will do that b/c im like super stressed out over how im going to pay for all of this..

i also emailed dr. smith about getting more scholarship money.. ugh! that whole thing pisses me off too.. im not even going to get into that b/c i will be just so mad

i hate money

im so broke ass

::sigh::

im hungry.. didnt get to eat my lunch today

i hate trains..

hung out with the uncles last night always fun to hang out with them

i need another hug

blah

i just want to go home and talk to my mom about what we are going to do..

Can Your Toes Do This?

haha weird..

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blah on work today... tim's mom is swampping me with work.. haha i refuse to do it right now..

free lunch today?? mmm

yesterday was a little crazy..

got home from waller and hung out with tim for a while then we met everyone up at the bowling alley.. haha so turns out everyone freakin knows katherine's grant in some weird way.. it never in a million years crossed my mind that it was grant daniels.. i even like looked at him and i just completely and utterly did not recognize him one single bit.. and that kinda freaked me out.. but he came over and said hi to me and everyone was like wtf (even me) i hate that guy always have.. he knows it i had to call dallas tho and tell him.. he laughed.. too bad leigh wasnt there haha j/k

but after that mess me tim steve ed and richey went over and chilled at ed's for a while.. didnt get back to tim's til real late yay for cooking pizzas at like 2:30am.. haha

def. DID NOT want to wake up this morning.. would have so much rather laid in bed all day.. that would have been soo nice..

::sigh::

so crystal and like 4-5 of her friends are coming in town for the weekend.. which i really dont understand.. i guess they want to see real fireworks or something.. i dunno

too bad wendi wont be here this weekend =( but she gets to go see sean soon which is good =) i love wendi

man i just freakin dont want to do anything right now

think i might go home and take a nap after work.. sounds like a freakin plan

wish i could have bowled last night.. sucks not having money.. well i did look at my bank account this morning and i def. broke the 1000 dollar mark.. haha thats so kool to me.. i never ever have this much money.. but it sucks b/c i want to spend it. but cant i think that tim is going to help start up some credit.. which will be good

i wish dallas would come visit me

i wish camille would come see me.. i love that girl

blah

i offically suck at quake 3

oh oh good news.. yay for being at the right place at the right time yesterday.. me and tim went up to the elementary school to go to misty's swim team party and his mom was sitting with this lady whose little girl swims too and im going to start teaching her violin lessons like 2 times a week.. i was so excited! i havent had a student in soo long.. and she is going to be in 5th grade and she is soo cute. its going to be fun and yay for extra money =)

TeeHee

Prauge and Poptarts

read an article on msn website.. brought back tour memories..

"If you've arrived in Prague (like us) without a cultural goal in mind, and you are staying in one of the central neighborhoods to either side of the Vltava River, a well-oiled tourism machine will quickly have you in its clutches, throwing out options at a frenetic pace. You can't walk down the narrow streets of Old Town without receiving a flyer for a Bach, Mozart, and Dvorak concert, conveniently scheduled and located amid some beautiful masonry, perhaps at Prague Castle. (The flyers always have maps on the back.) Nor can you turn a corner in Old Town without spotting a bobbing, bright-colored umbrella leading a guided walking tour. City Walks, which uses yellow umbrellas, offers 16 distinct tours, including "The Old Town Pub Walk," "The Legends and Mystery Tour," and "The Franz Kafka Walk.""
"the Charles Bridge, the broad stone pedestrian span that has linked the two sides of the city since 1357. Between the statues that decorate its railings, vendors hawked jewelry, quickie portraits, and black-and-white photos of Prague to a steady stream of humanity."

lets go back!!!!!

this weekend seemed really long to me.. dont know why..

saturday night we went over to christy's.. the guys drank and we played some VC (which i didnt loose once at!) then just chilled out.. it was fun got home late again..

got up really early sunday morning.. i told tim i would get him breakfast and then we got steve and tried to look for garage sales.. yeah no one has garage sales on sunday.. so we ended up just driving out to Ikea (i'm from Sweden!) that place is soo awesome i have never been there b4.. its freakin huge.. and i so wanted like everything i saw.. oh well.. then me and steve almost got eaten by the door! haha

didnt do much else on sunday.. just chilled out.. misty made spagetti for dinner so that was yummy..

ho hum.. another day in waller... i think me and tim's mom are going to give our notices at the same time.. haha so i think my last day will be 7/22 then just a week after that til im outta here! yay cant freakin wait

i hate jealous people..

wendi saw camille!!!!! not fair! i miss her so much hopefully we can all hang out this week that would make me soo happy :)

the phones will not stop ringing.. driving me crazy!!!

umm loans?? yeah where are u?? startin to get alittle worried.. ::sigh::

im going to throw my phone against the wall...

i love pop tarts

Yay for the Weekend

yeah its saturday..

yesterday was okie dokie.. after work i took tim's mom home then went home since tim was helpin steve with his car then i met them up at tim's for a little bit and they were playing CS. steve is pretty good.. i havent tried that game yet but im sure ill suck.. haha

then went to dinner with the family.. well mom and dad.. it was ok i guess didnt have to yell too much.. but its whatever..

nothing really got resolved i think.. just talk

then met back up with tim and steve at jeff's.. we hung out there for a bit then we went over to christy's we played some dominoes and me and tim killed steve and jeff.. it was awesome.. then i played with christy on my team and we were so close to beating the guys.. oh well next time! then the future huntsvegas kids hung out in the back yard and talked for a while.. then tim and i went to bed.. it will be so fun to hang out with christy megan steve and tim in h-ville.. haha i will actually have friends and maybe not be so anti-social.. well.. we will see.. haha

did i mention i need to practice.. i really want to surprise them again this year.. it felt so good to go from dead last (totally didnt belong there and everyone knew it) to #9.. hellz yeah.. i really want to move up at least two chairs if i make firsts or ill chill 2nd chair again.. it was fun and a good experience musically.. hell i loved it.. Elijah?!?!?! come on.. that was heaven.. i rocked out yo

man i miss orch.

im a nerd..

dont know what is going on tonight hopefully something fun.. tim has been hanging out with tri all day..

i washed my car (it is still dirty b/c i let the sun dry it haha) then i layed out for a bit in the back yard.. got a little color on the backs of my legs.. but other than that i have just been chillin..

"chill-laxin"

When the Lights Go Down in the City

aww like the one song i remember from spencer's funeral is on the radio.. i love journey

anyways..

that reminds me that guru and squeaker are suppose to be coming out here in august.. i hope that they do i miss guru soo much! i would be so excited if i got to see him

i need to call him

oh man yesterday tim like was so mean to this poor frog.. and then his turtle's wouldnt eat it so he let it go.. i dont like it is going to survive..

watched the basketball game last night go spurs! actually i really didnt care who won.. but i think by the end i wanted detroit to just b/c they were behind.. well robert horry has his six rings now its been like 10 years now since it has been with the rockets.. crazy.. i remember those days.. haha i was ten..

dinner tonight with the parents.. we will see how that one goes.. hopefully i wont have to make a scene.. they better not piss me off..

get to leave early today from work.. no doctor is here and the boss lady wants us to home early

but anyways.. im out for now

Cinnabuns are Yummy

saw a pic of me from when i first cut my hair really short.. i didnt realize how short it really was and how much it has already grown out.. craziness

yesterday was a sad day for me.. i lost something very personal (very) to me.. ::sigh:: its ok i am just going to have to get another one..

people need to stop bring cookies/cinnabuns/other sweet things to the office.. im going to die.. they are so good and i cant help eating them.. meepy

know what im going to go tim for his birthday.. well im going to try to. hopefully misty will split it with me

got paid today! woohoo my bank account is starting to look so good right now.. haha ah i remember the days of having like .45 cents in there.. good times it will be that way again soon enuff im sure..

"im a broke-ass mexican.." "well im a more broke-ass mexican"

thinking about taking tomorrow off.. yeah.. thats what ill do..

i need to practice.. bad..

talked to jory.. he is sub-ing with the houston symphony next week.. thats crazy.

have i mentioned that i want to go back to school like now... i miss my orchestra =(

2 of my nails broke yesterday i need to cut those bitches off.. i cant do anything with them.. nail files give me the heeby geebies..

OH u know what else gives me the heeby geebies?? yesterday at the doctor's office a man came in who had one of the things that u have to hold up to your throat to talk and it is all robot like.. oh man.. i couldnt even look at him.. it made me get all weird like when i watch surgeries on tv.. i couldnt handle it.. and i felt so bad but i really almost had to leave the room and he kept talking and it was making me cringe.. it was bad..

but anyways back to work.. haha "work"

Blah

in waller today..

so freakin tired.. i hate waking up early.. boooo

i had fun yesterday

took tim out to dinner went to los cucos.. soo yummy i have my leftovers today for lunch yum!

tim's door knob broke.. it was weird..

didnt get to play qauke yesterday =( misty's computer was acting all funny.. sad day

i had a date with wendi on friday but she cancelled on me =(

blah lots of work to do today.. very time consuming i dont like it..

ok im just blabbin now..

im so hungry!!!

Totally Minnie and other 80's Movie Flashbacks..

{FYI: those extra dots by the title mean that there is a link there}

Dirty Dancing is the best movie... the theme song came on and i was having patrick swayze flashbacks.. lol no one puts baby in a corner!

u know what else is a great movie?? thats right.. Totally Minnie... haha

all these songs have been coming on the radio and making me have 80's movie flash backs..

yesterday i bit my lip really hard and it was soo swollen.. like huge. it has gone down alot tho today.. i looked like i had bad plastic surgery.. and it was all weird when i talked. blah on fat lips..

my mom and i got in a fight yesterday.. about what u say?? thats right.. money. basically she went through my stuff then i got all pissed and she was like im so proud of you and i was like then y do u reward crystal for doing nothing.. and she was like im just trying to get her threw and i was like wtf about me?? blah blah blah.. basically its not fair and she knows it and thats y she got all pissed.. the end.

well im getting better at quake 3.. haha i was doing so good yesterday.. (well good for me..) i killed two people in a row! yay! and i wasnt dying in the first 2 secs.. well unles i spawned next to someone on the other team.. that happened a few times.. once i was restarted by two of the opposite team.. yeah that was bad.. but yay for doing better =)

haha today at lunch we had olive garden brought in and we were talking all this gossip about all these doctors.. it was crazy.. some of them are bad.. i was like damn.

still dont know how much im getting for loans.. come on sam houston.. show me the money!

i wish my parents would buy me a new car.. yeah right.. when hell freezes over..

ugh i get so mad when i think about my parents and money.. i dont think they manage it very well.. i mean i know they have debts but they could give up a lot of stuff if they really needed too.. but ya know its whatever.. its their conscience.. they have to live with the fact that they have given so much to one daughter and nothing to the other.. this is the kinda shit that causes middle child syndrome.. biotches

but anyways ill get off my soapbox now..

lets go to the "Minnie Mouse Center for the totally un-hip"

when u were little and u watched movies were u ever like 'i want to be that girl in the movie'?? (guess im asking the girls.. but guys too..) well there was a few in Totally Minnie that i soo wanted to be they were soo totally hip in the 80's clothes.. haha i was like 4.. give me a break..

now i have the totally minnie theme song stuck in my head..

OOOOO i almost totally forgot.. haha i called sbc today to make sure that my internet in huntsville was going to be cancelled after the contract was up and the lady was like can i ask y u want to cancel it and i was like straight up i cant pay for it, its too expensive for me right now.. so she was like oh ok and i was like but i saw the ad for the internet for like 14.95 a month but i thought it was only for new customers and she was like yeah it is but i can talk to my manager and see if we could get that for u b/c i dont want u to have to cancel b/c of the price and i was like OK! so sure enough she got it for me yay! i can handle 14.95 divided by 3 $4.98 a month for high speed internet?? ya that will work..

Its All About the Bengamins

lord i love getting paid... ::sigh:: i just felt so much better about my financial gain of the summer.. i think ill be ok

so one less thing to worry about.. for now at least..

wish my loan summary thing would come in the mail so i can stop worrying about that too..

yay for the weekend.. not sure what is going on.. i know darrin and eddie are moving to austin tomorrow.. they are the first to leave.. then i think tim and steve are next them me around the begining of august (hopefully) i think everyone just wants to get out of this depressing place.. i have talked to one person that isnt ready to get out yet.. i looked at them like they were crazy.. but i can see the reasoning behind their conclusion.. not my case tho.. huntsvegas, i miss u!!!!

i really cant wait to move back.. i just need to be my own independent self.. well.. "semi-independent" the only things i dont pay for are cell phone car insurance and health stuff.. and gas.. but most of the time i do b/c sister cant live without a gas card b/c she has no income.. but its whatever..

BANANAS B-A-N-A-N-A-S

Crazy Mexicans..

Back and Proud

bet u have been wondering what has been going on with me.. not to much..

just the usual.. work. thats about it.. been hanging out with tim alot this week so that is pretty kool.

been trying to play quake.. i suck so bad at it.. and the other players are mean to me.. well "video game" mean.. they are all cocky and shit.. it makes me really mad b.c im really competetive and i want to be given a fair chance even if it takes them .5 seconds to kill me.. that just means i got to learn how to move and kill them first.. probably going to take awhile but u got to start somewhere..

hopefully ill be decent b4 quake con..

but its all in good fun

work has been crazy.. everyone has like quit so there are all new girls and we dont know what we are doing.. yesterday there was just so many dumb things going on that by the end of the day i was just sitting at my desk just laughing hystically by myself.. i think i get a little more insane with each passing day..

but today and tomorrow im at a different place so im in chill mode nothing to really worry about or work to do

misty got back from the phillipines she brought me back some earrings and a fan with my name on it =)

been doing alot of reading at work.. just random stuff basically i like to read stuff on slate magazine, which is on msn.com and i have been reading random blogs.. one is from this guy named sam. he is my gay guy his posts are so outrageous and every explicit my guilty pleasure at work, if you will... i just think it is funny.

finally getting over my soat throat.. and my sunburn.. my skin peeled so much it still is on some parts.. kinda gross..

but other than that life has been pretty good this week.. for the most part.. ya know..

my car wont start yesterday again.. i was soo mad.. stupid car.. i wish i could get a new one.. that would be pimp-tastic..

waiting to see how much money i am going to get for loans.. hopefully i wont have to drop any classes out of my schedule.. that would suck y does everything have to be about money?!?

::sigh::

but anywhozit.. thats all for now kids..

P.S i totally rock at yahoo crosswords

I am your Lobster

note to self: ALWAYS wear lots of sunscreen.. sunburn over my entire body = not fun

work at a different doctor this week.. here by myself most of the time so its all good

going to the doctor today... good thing too b/c i def woke up with a sore throat :(

short and sweet today not much in the mood for writting

I'm sorry, but you've thrown off the Emperor's groove...

The emperor's new groove was on last night score!

i love that movie..

llama face!! =(

work was good yesterday.. didnt have too much to do..

after work i had to go to the doctor but b/c of circumstances out of my control i could not be seen. so i have to go back next wednesday.. bummer..

then i went home for a bit then went to walgreens and saw berto and chatted with him for a sec..

the went home to watch emperor's new groove

Beware of the groove!

oh no.. he is doing his own theme song music..

ahhh ahhh ahhh ahhh ahhh ahhh ahhh

then i went over to tim's for a while.. we played some q3 and hung out.. steve came by for a bit then we talked to his mom for a while..

then i went home like at 10:30 and fell asleep good times

dont know whats going on this weekend.. oh well we will see

straight trippin boo

Yay. I'm a llama again!

Were You Getting Krunk On Someone?

there is this country song called "My Give-A-Damn's Busted" it cracks me up its like: i really wanna care, i wanna feel something, let me dig alittle deeper.. nope, still nothing.. hahaha

i have done absolutely nothing today at work.. text twist is my new best friend.. so is the lady that brought us olive garden for lunch. (u rock lady!)

rut ro.. i have to go to the doctor after work today.. i hate my freakin doctor.. just give me my pills and go away..

cant wait for school to start..

didnt do much last night.. hung out at tim's for a bit then we went to the uncle's then we went to darrin's then we went to ryan's.. then i went home and passed the fuck out.. i was soo sleepy.. def. not getting enough sleep..

i was readin the news today and there is this little girl in peru and she was born with her legs and feet fused together and they called her the mermaid girl.. theni saw a pic of her and she really look like a mermaid.. but she had surgery and she is normal now..

reminds me of when i was little and i pretended i was the little mermaid and i tried to keep my feet together and swim like that.. hehe.. .. ............

::shifty eyes::

anywho.. pop tart wrappers make me smile

they do

tried brandy for the first time yesterday.. that shit is strong.. def. something u have to get use to.. monkey piss

thats it for now.. toodles {haha wendi i miss u}