Why hello there, Happy Halloween!

its the most wonderful time of the year!

haha

anyways..

this weekend was kind lame..

had to go right after orch on friday to my dad's work so i could talk about what jobs im going to start doing for them.. hopefully everyting works out.

then my first job started on saturday morning at 6am.. so i just stayed in houston and got up at like 5am saturday morning.

the job wasnt hard at all.. i was definetly a mexican tho.. but i got PAID. so i have some cash flow...

i need to go to the bank..

so after i was done working i came back to huntsville and chilled with tim

we watched the shinning..

redrum!

lol that movie still scares me tho..

but we just hung out.. i crashed i was soo tired..

then yesterday i spent most of my time studying..

blah

but tonight should be really fun.. my girls are back from austin! yay! so we are going to party with them

pics up later in the gallery im sure..

so thats about it..

trick or treat! teehee

STRESSED OUT!

i definetly want to cry right now... seriously..

today was so stressful to me and i didnt even have class!!! just orch and my lesson..

i started planning out when im going to gradute/student teach and i heard some things that really made me mad.. i need to go get advised ASAP

then i was practicing and i wish i just had a recorder so i can hear myself b/c i feel like my sound is just terrible and i need to know if it is just in my head

then orchestra... OMG omg i dont want to feel like im carriying my section anymore.. but i did have some good ideas come to me while practing.. so we will see if they help tomorrow

then i had a bad lesson.. ugh

i just cant play the way i want to.. but i dont know

blah now i hve to go take my geography test.. wish me luck

LOST is a re-run! NOOOOOOOO!

dude... wtf. the only reason i am not mad about this is because we watched last weeks episode today.. so i got my LOST fix for this wednesday... but still.. ::shakes fist at tv::

master class today took for freakin EVER! and he said the same thing for everyone that played.. well basically.. he is badass tho..

i quit studying for my geography test.. i said skrew it!

btw timpani scare me

lesson tomorrow im think about not practicing in the morning and just sleeping in.. sounds good to me right now..

orchestra is not going well... well i dont know some days it is and others it seems just like the winds dont know what is going on.. im like hello! we are playing a symphony here.. thanks..

i hate sitting there waiting on dr. smith to rehears stuff with them... wasting time much?

i think so

today everything was getting on my nerves.. so if i sound bitchy..well thats why..

like i was freaking pissed off during chamber and after the master class.. i dont know what is up with me..

my nose hurts..

ASTROS! wtf.. u are hurting my feelings!

so i have to work all day saturday.. yay for money.. considering i have zero dollars and am currently supporting myself.. (for the most part) and rent is due next week.. fun

i need some floss..

ok nuff randomness..

time for me to watch the game or go to bed..

Monday

saturday night i was DRUNK. we went out to this party out in the middle of nowhere so i brought my huge bottle of wine and was ready to get plastered.. one problem.. everyone was drinking beer there so no one had cups.. sigh.. so i had to wait til we gt back to tim's place til i could drink.. and only me tim steve alli and justin were there.. so i gave alli a good show of my drunkness.. and put her to sleep with my euro-pics... after a bit tim sent me upstairs...

we slept til 2pm.. then i got up and got my laundry and did that for the rest of the afternoon... around 5;30pm tim took me and misty out to dinner.. we met her out in the woodlands at hooters.. fun stuff.. then we came back to watch the astros game..

i met the girls over at alli's and we watched it over there and talked and stuff.. it was fun..

then i went and got my laundry and came home and passed out..

defiently didnt want to get up this morning... STPID KINESIOLOGY im going to kill someone pretty soon.. i get up for that freakin class and the teacher is never there!

ugh

and i was super cold today and i had to wear my heels b/c i left my shoes at tim's.. go me.. so my feet are cold and hurty.. blag


oh and btw now i definetly cant go to austin if i wanted to.. soc. test monday morning! ugh! im going to miss my girls and they are going to have so much fun with out me =( sad day...

i hate being cold.. it just like hurts sometimes..

ok well no i have to go read a million pages for my geography test.. ugh

ttyl

4 Girls, 1 Bed

last night was girls night! lol the boys decided to go to houston for the night so we partied..

me and allison went and did some errands then we went up to jose's and ate alittle and talked with britt and samela.. but they didnt get off til like 11pm so me and allison decided to start drinking and watch a movie..

so we went to my apt and ended up watching Moulin Rouge... WORST MOVIE EvER!!!! i def wanted to turn it off after like 10 mins.. but me and alli just sat there laughing at it for 2 hours.. "like a vir-her-her-her-gin." lol geez i cant believe people liked that movie..

so after that sam and britt were off work so we met them up and britt's apt.. we hung out there for a bit then headed over to O.D. and Jamar's apt.. they had a few people over so we drank some more and me and sam went off on our own little excursion.. good times..

but after a bit we decided to leave... slumber party at britt's!! lol we all climbed in britt's bed.. it was cute. but britt ended up on the couch cuz it got too hott..

so we got up the morning and went looking like shit got ran over to jose's for breakfast... it was fun

so now i have just been sitting around all day just relaxin.. the boys should be back soon so ill prob go over there and watch the game.. i tink we are going to a bonfire tonight so the should be fun.

ok must got now

Bueno Day

i had a really good day today turns out..

so u know how i was worried to get that test back?? well i ended up getting an 861 yay 6 points higher than the class average.. go me!

then in orch. dr. smith wanted to play threw the entire symphony.. umm hello i am still sightreading.. so of course we played it anyways.. and actually i did really really good and i was having fun and it was just really kool i dunno im such a nerd but it is like an adrenaline rush sometimes.. cuz im like crap am i going to come in right?? i dunno.. but it was really fun today for me for some reason.. i left with a big smile on my face so that was kool

then i had my lesson and it went really really well too.. i stress out about my lessons like way way too much.. and im doing really well but i dont think i am ya know? but it was a good lesson

so thats why i had a good day today... and we just got back from el football game.. it was way fun. check out pics on the gallery

GO ASTROS!

YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEES. we made it to the world series! im so excited!

this week has been kinda crazy...

tuesday night we didnt do anything.. i took a nap in the afternoon then i went over to tim's and me him and steve watched batman begins.. it was pretty good.. then i went back to bed..

yesterday was kinda weird.. basically there was some orchestra drama and now im a section leader again and have to learn a new part.. almost had a melt down after i found out but tim and eric saved me.. so i was only upset about for like 5 secs.. so there..

im over it..

i saw sam on campus yesterday! i was so excited! i never see anyone! i need to branch out more and leave the music building for once.. ha

so then after sectionals i went over to tim's and we ate and hung out then the game started! we had to sacrifice watching LOST.. but it was well worth it.. plus tim is just going to download it so everyone can watch it together..

so like right after the game me and allison went to walmart and did some shoppin

i need to stop waking up late.. i woke up at 7:38 this moring.. i was 15mins late to my 8am.. haha then my teacher was like maybe we can change class time, since there are only 3 people in there so we are going to start meeting with her indiviually for 30 mins a week.. much more do-able this is piano btw

so thats good

and tonight is the game against SFA! i think everyone is going together so im excited =) i hope we win! and i might get drunk b/c i dont have class tomorrow til like 11am woohoo

im scared to go to my strcuture class.. we had a test on tuesday that i didnt really study for and i heard that the first class's average was a 77.. eek.. considering the class average for the first test was a 90.. so im a little scared..

lesson today im totally not ready for.. like right now i should be practicing but im not.. im writing this and being a slacker.. but i dont care..

ill get through it..

i might practice b4 orch..

yay for more sightreading today! wait.. yeah that sucks actually.. and im afraid im going to be playing then like going into the first violin part and not even realize it.. that would suck..

ok im a loser

thats all for now

eat em up kats!

Dang...

well yesterday was alot of fun me britt sam allison and justin drove out to klein and went by my house and britt's house and then went to the galleria

it was so fun we just walked around for a while and did some shopping.. i got a new purse yay its soo cute.. i think i had a dream about it so i got it =)

then we totally got lost on the way home.. i made justin drive since i drove there (go jimmy!) we were making him so mad.. haha and britt was just crackin up at nothing it was really funny good times...

so then we ate over at britt's house b/c her mom cooked all this food so we chowed down..

and the astros won yesterday!!!!!!!YAY im so excited cant wait to watch the game tonight.. i will pee my pants if we go to the world series...

well.. on a sadder note.. found out today that the guest conductor that came for like 2 weeks and worked with us hardcore passed away last night... he was like 92.. so he had just turned 90 when he was with us.. this man was just so amazing and everyone knew it. and he had such an amazing life.. i mean if i can conduct beethoven's 5th when i am 90 yrs old i will be one happy old lady.. but he just had such a presence and everyone just felt so honored to have him there.. so it was really sad to hear that this morning.. and then dr. smith announced it in orch and she started crying and i was like NO!!! it was really really sad.. he was like her mentor.. and it was esp. sad b/c she said that the first piece she ever saw him rehearse was the one we are playing now... and he is just like really famous in the music community.. so i know a lot of people will be mourning him.. RIP A. Clyde Roller

yeah..

so im suppose to go work out with steve so we will see if he calls me or not..

think we are watching the game tonight at el ranchero

guess i better eat some more and get ready for el gym..

peace

"You look all 'witch craft' in purple"

update-a-roo

nooooooooooooooo ok my stupid computer screen in shrinking.. brb have to hit it a few times...

ok score got it on the first whack..

so anyways..

thursday really sucked.. i was feeling really sick and i had bad classes all day and then i had a kinda bad lesson.. i went home and passed out.. only to wake up a couple hours later to go to the band concert.. lame-zor.. so i went home after that and went striaght to bed..

and yesterday i redeemed myself in percussion class.. yay! we were playing like the keyboard ones so i was on vibraphone and rocked out with chrissy.. dr. cannon even came up to me after class and said i did good today! i was like YES!

then after two hours of orchestra i felt like i had just gotten done working out.. i dont know why.. i just like couldnt catch my breath it was weird..

so after that i went with tim on some errands then went home b/c my sis came in town last night so i hung out with her and wendi for a while..

then i met the girls over at britts so we could go to this party.. i told cry and wen that it was prob going to get busted so they said they would call me if they decided to go..

well sure enuff.. we all got there (even tim came out) and after a while the cops showed up.. and guess who was one of them.. thats right, officer moore.. so tim waved

so they came to the door and no one answered it and the cops would not leave.. they were there for like almost two hours, i was like come on.. everyone had like left over the fence anyways.. so finally we got the word that they were gone so i went out first since i didnt drink and got the jimmy and pulled up to the door so everyone could just hop in.. everyone made it out safely

but definetly a buzz kill.. wait.. i didnt even have a buzz oh well..

it still sucked

so i didnt go to bed til kinda late today

but i got up and went to the jazz benefit concert and this out door theatre.. it was really kool i packed me a lunch and had myself a little picnic and listened to some jazz singing.. and it was an awesome day outside so i had fun

go astros!! im so excited about baseball again... i hope we go to the world series that would be amazing

ok well that all for now peace

whats going on

im in a mood right now... i think i had a bad day.. but i cant decided...

woke up early cuz i thought i was going to have to throw up... not fun.. and this was b4 it started raining.. so i was like well i might as well just get up and try to look cute today.. so i got all ready and did my hair then i walked into my living room and it was completly pink outside.. like i thought some one for some reason replaced all the light outside with red one.. (i dont know, it was still early..) so i looked out the window and it was pouring.. i was like damn.. so i had to go back over to tim's and get my umbrella..

and it rained for the most of the day..

i got an 85 on my music history test... she even gave us a 5 point curve.. that test was crazy hard.. but i forgave her b/c she had a little heated in her room so i sat down next to it and dried off b4 class..

sectionals again today in orch.. i dont think dr. smith was here... but we had just first violin sectionals so i was happy..

i ahte it when your teacher starts acting like they are hurrying b/c they know class is about to end but then they still just keep doing stuff.. im like ok dont try to hurry if u are just going to keep doing more stuff.. ok was that redundant? i think so

and then it is just those little things that make u want to pull your hair out

so i came home and watched some dr phil and passed out and missed oprah.. sad day but good for the sleep

i had to hang my pants up to dry..

if it rains tomorrow im going to be sad

well more sad..

Who, What, Where, Purple??

last night was alot of fun...

after i finished my laundry (which took forever) i went home and just hun garound for a while and waited for the girls to get off work...

so i called britt and she said to go over to sam's house where they were getting ready.. so i went over there and holly and alli and justin came over and we went to a party over at the cross house.. i drove so they could all drink.. there was alot of people at the cross house.. and that house is pretty kool.. they have a giant skateboard ramp in the entire kitchen.. its pretty kool.. we hung out there for a bit and kept going back and forth between that house and the ODPHi house across the street.. i randomly saw jackie fowler there for like a sec... she walked in and then walked right back out.,. i was like ok..

so then jessica showed up and we all decided to go out to the football house.. it is out in the middle of nowhere.. so i drove out there and we partied there for awhile.. i saw my kinisology teacher there too.. that was kinda weird.. oh well... but dana out so i got to see her so yay.. so after a while and after a handle of rum we finally left.. i didnt get home til like 4am.. but i had alot of fun with my girls and justin =)

now im just waiting for the boys to get home from austin... they should be back in like 45 mins so im excited..

cant wait for wednesday and LOST! im a nerd

extreme home makover is on.. that show always makes me cry..

didnt do much today...slept til like 2pm... then went back and forth to walmart to get some pictures developed so i can clear my memory card on my camera... and i got a new hair dryer b/c my fuckin died.. bitch

so that about it.. going to go watch the end of the show now peace peace

Here in Huntsvegas

well tim and steve left for austin on thursday.. so i have been boy-less for 2 days now.. haha oh well..

thursday night i didnt do much.. hung out with gaven for a little bit then went home and passed out early.. felt good to get like 10hours of sleep during the week..

friday i had my murphy-manley test.. ugh it was freakin ridiculous.. it was soo hard.. i definetly got a C.. oh well

then after school i went home a relaxed.. did alot of cleaning like my room and my bathroom..

then my parents came in around 7pm and we went to the klein/huntsville football game.. got too see my brother on the drumline and talked to brian macgrath for a bit and i got stalked by a huntsville native... good times.. after half time we left b/c it was too damn cold so we went to jose's to eat and i got a maragrita! yay britt was our waitress so i was like bring it on! lol so then after we ate we went to walmart so i could actually have food in my apt.. and guess what i was stalked again by the same guy at the football game!! i couldnt believe it..

so got food and left.. my parents didnt want to stay the night even thought we got home at like 11:30pm and they still had to drive home.. oh well

so then britt called and i met her and allison and justin and holly over at sam's house.. megan and rani came over too.. so we all just hung out and talked for a while then called it a night around like 1:30pm..

it was fun and i think we are getting drunk tonight! yay box wine!

so today i havent been doing much.. got up and laid on the couch and watched tv with christina for a bit then she left and i left for tim's to do laundry.. and now here i am.. i still have a nother load to do.. blah oh well

so im looking forward to tonight.. hopefully ill get some pics taken and what not..

ok thats all for now

My Obsession

hola

its been a few days.. so lets see what has been going on..

well lets start with yesterday b/c that the only day i can remember kinda.. well tuesday night me tim and gaven tried to study for our sociology test yesterday.. we just ended up watching the yankees game.. haha oh well..

so yesterday was the test.. it was ok i guess.. i didnt know how to feel about it after i was done.. i ended up getting an 88 tho so thats really good for not studying so much.. yay for me

and i beat tim.. hehe

then after sectionals yesterday i met tim up at jose's and then he asked me to go to houston b/c he had to do some work there so i was wtf i havent seen my family since like august 1st.. so we drove to klein and he dropped me off at my house and went to do work in the neighborhood next to mine...

i thought my mom was going to cry when she saw me.. she was like i havent seen u in forever! i was like ok.. probably b/c last time she saw me i was just getting out of the hospital..

but anyways so i talked with my mom for a while then LOST came on!!!

i definetly dont like watching it on the tv.. definetly not the same.. but i just dont know what to think about everything that is going on in the show.. like im kinda skeptical.. i dont know.. AND THEN i was so pissed off b/c like right the show ended they showed clips from next week and it like kinda gave away alot of stuff.. i was like NO!!!

tim didnt watch it since he was working so he said no one could talk about it.. so when we got back and britt cam over me her and steve kicked tim out of the room so we could talk about it.. we talked for a while.. we are totally obsessed

tim and steve are going to austin the weekend to see eddie.. so me and britt are having a girls weekend! lol

my parents are coming uo tomorrow b/c klein is playing the huntsville high in football and my brother is on the drum line so ya know.. im kinda excited b/c i have never seen my brother on the drumline.. i dunno maybe b/c im in percussion this semester i wanna see how he plays and stuff..

i heart LOST

y am i so obsessed???

i dunno

well i guess i should start studying again.. for pretend like im going to meh

mine

yay dr. phil and oprah were good. but im starting to get mad at dr. phil.. but ill get more into that later..

lets talk about oprah first.. faith hill was on and she was telling how during recording of her new album that she heard this woman's songs and she was just like i HAVE to record her songs.. well this woman was a stay at home mom with five kids.. and i just thought it was so amazing to have that kinda of opportunity.. esp. when you arent like out trying to sell your songs. it makes them more personal and more for the music i guess..

and its a crazy thing about music, esp. when u write your own.. it is so personal and it is all your own. like i get that way all the time.. im sure no one knows but i have written songs/poetry like that and i would never show them to anyone (or am very against it) but this woman was like on national tv for he first time with oprah and singing her songs.. i was like wow i couldnt do that.

and i mean i could do that playing in like a performace like setting but i kick people out of practicing rooms and when my friends are like i really want to hear u play (non majors, even some majors) im just like ok and kinda never do b/c i feel like it is all mine.. and u get use to playing in front of majors and your teachers cuz basically you have to and they are in the same boat as u

but anyways the moral of the story is: lady on oprah u inspired me to write more and to not share it =)

now back to dr. phil.. im very dissapointed in you.. everytime i watch your show i feel like im not getting what i watched for.. ya know? like he doesnt really talk to the guests anymore and he gives them good advice and stuff and tells them how it is but lately he was just been sending every question to some other dr. guy in the audience.. and when he is done he is like ok im going to send u guys to councseling on us.. im like ok if u want free counseling go to dr. phil.. i guess what im trying to say is: dr. phil, quit sending your guests to therapy for free.. i want to see u do more doctoring!

ok now that that is done with.. i guess i could get back to my studying

Study Study Study

UGH!!!! i have so much work to do this week!! it is crazy out of control..

this weekend was so much fun! got the party bus for justin's birhtday!! u can get party bus part dos pics off the gallery..

so much fun

well this week i have two tests.. sociology and music history.. ugh! notecards here i come..

well this is going to be a short post b/c dr. phil AND oprah are both really good today so im going to jet and spend the next two hours on the couch

ps. i cant play the bongos

pss. i CAN play the cowbell.. yes!